being a goood girl :)

Yes Christmas is almost here! i have no idea what im getting but im sure its good. heres some pics from TBS i guesswent to alot of shows past week, got to meet all of MCR which was pretty cool, my friend gave them her demo for her band which is fuckign AMAZING please check them out http://www.fullminute.com so we mainly talked to Gerad, they will be back soon with the used and finch thats nicetoday went to the mall, fucking everyone was there BLAH!! people....errrr ahahah oh yeah and Paul of good charlotte was there hah but yeah got the rest of the shopping that needed to be done...DONEyup thats all i feel like typing

Sundays are fucking LAME

YEahhh sundays suck for alot of reasonsthe biggest one right now is that you dont get mail on sundays...yeah...i need to fucking recieve something in the mail, anyways been fucking busy past few dayswent to see Taking Back Sunday with the fabulous NORTHSTAR!! i love NORTHSTAR they fucking are a great band. Just ask Adam (lead singer of TBS) he would sing all thier lyrics in place of his own during the performance....he is on DRUGS!mmm m band stuff for november, tommorow will be more auditions for a bassist. been working on other bands as well, all i want to do is play music, forget everything else cause it sucks. one of my ex-bandmates David has his own project going on, which is going to be pretty fucking amazing its called The Right Light check it out at http://therightlight.cjb.net he will be recording an EP this febuary and asked me to be his drummer on tour, so im totally down, hes a real talented dude and im sure his stuff is going to rock.also hoping that this audition i have in the upcoming weeks-month goes good, its a baltimore band id love to tell you more about, but cant really at the moment...but soon i promise!blah well im fucking sooo tired i get no sleep these days and it only makes me cranky! im really looking forward to seeing My chemical romance on the 17th and of course ME WITHOUT YOU on the 19th. so this week is sure to rock!oh yeah just to let anyone know who dosent already the new AFI album for 2003 will be titled SING THE SORROW!! and right now AFI is on the cover of AP so fucking go get it!!

back yeah im back

back from vegas got in last nightcrazy crazy fun fun stayed in the hotel room next to TATU at mgm grand. got to meet them, huge language barrier but still very very cool. 4 people mistook me for avril lavigne....lol very wierd.very awkwardgot to eat a nice steak dinner cooked medium rare-yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumyback home, shows shows shows all this week and nexti got asked to audition for a band in baltimore ill let you know more about laterbusy tired i must go eat

What the Fuck?

dam life is CRAZY i just got an offer to go to las vegas for the billboard awards/party i leave at 3pm i dont know when im coming back....hahah hopefully NEVER

wooooooooooow

ahahah i was just on MADtv the average asain skitdam thats the first time ive ever been on NATIONAL TELEVISION it feels wackin other news im sickneed my medicine and restR.I.P.

New and Improved

psh..........fucking almost 4am in the goddam fucking morning and i love every second of it. so far this week is totally going my way. we might even get some snow today or tommorow how perfect would that be?!! dam it feels good to just be able to breathe, i quit smoking, i quit alot of things, bad shit that makes bad things happen, i have realized there is way too much happening for me, and the way of the past...was just not going to work out, so what do you do?? you fucking DEAL WITH IT!! im trying to help the others..they need to grow.i.heart.these.bands The Blood BrothersA Static LullabySaetiaBoysnightoutMe Without YouHot CrossYou and I

FINALLY BACK!!

wow it feels too good to be back home, i missed it, a week in new mexico is a bit too long. i had a great time, got into lots of trouble, ate alot of food (dairy queen OREO blizzards) and met some of my cousins for the first time ever.you gotta get them started when their young so much to do now that im back, auditions all this week, tons of shows i have to attend, and the same old same oldlisten to A STATIC LULLABLY yes im saying it again, cause i love them that much!! and thank god we now have a Dairy Queen in the fucking mall

This past week

working on trying to get whats left of my band just me and jeff, back up and rocking again. Brandon is now our guitarist and we are still in search of a bassist and a possible 2nd guitarist. i made this website i think its the best one ive done so far http://novembertheband.cjb.net so please check it out!! this past week i spent most of my time with Brandon working on songs and ideas, or with Sheri haning out getting to know eachother better. She took me out for dinner last night for my birthday even though its not till this next week, but ill be out of town. Im leaving tommorow morning to New Mexico for about a week, to visit family and everything since thats where i use to live...in the middle of nowhere. its dam sure to be fucking lame, but im bringing some fucking rad cd's i just made off the computer and ill just be practicing rudiments 24/7 since i cant play my kit :(i love the band A STATIC LULLABY

yeah that happens sometimes

CANCELLED OUR FUCKING SHOW AT THE THUNDERDOME BAND DRAMA SUCKS! THAT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET IN A BAND WITH A BUNCHA YOUNGINS. anywyas November is most defenitly going to re group with new members. the only original will be me and Jeff. im also working on a screamo band called ROCK PAPER SCISSOR, thats gonig to be INTENSE. beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeef its whats for dinnero0o0 and heres Sheri looking HOT

FUCK YEAH AND FUCK YOU

wo0o0oHo0o0o wack shit, wack wack wack anyway looks like our lead guitarist is out of the band, no show practice and dosent seem dedicated, Dan guitar tech for NOTHINGFACE might join. so im not too woried although we had to cancel our show tommorow which of course sucks...but that happens....so here we have Victoria and Sheri modeling NOVEMBER shirts IF YOU LIVE IN MD COME OUT TO BALTIMORE DEC 5th FOR OUR SHOW AT THE THUDERDOME!!

NOVEMBER

could my life change any faster in just a WEEK?? im not sure.....working nonstop band school promo you name it we had been talking about changing our band name for quite some time now, we all had lots of ideas and recived many suggestions on our website. after all of that it all came down to one of my suggestions NOVEMBER, im so happy, i dont think i have been this fucknig happy in a long time, the band is now called NOVEMBER. this week is going to be hectic but totally worth all the hardwork...it is just begining to pay offcheck out this flyer i just made http://www.boomspeed.com/taratyvek/November2.jpgin other news my nose is slowy healing i played all the shows scheduled last week with my nose in a splint and on an extreme amount of pain killers, and i did fine, i surprise myself more and more everydayoh yeah and Saetia is one hell of a fucking bandMuch Fucking Love Tara thecult

pictures for your pleasure

pics of my broken ass nose Travis Baker pics Tom Delonge making a cute face

surgery

halo just got back from surgery i had my nose put back in its place this morningit was broken in 3 differnt places, but now its put back in place and needs to heal. ive been going to school even though my nose is broken and im wacked out on pain killers, but its what i have to do. playing a show this saturday, and i have to wear my nose splint which will be on for awhile i look wierd......anyways im going to lay down

BLACK BLUE AND BROKEN!

Fuck let me tell you! last night has to be one of the most insane nights i have ever fucking had!! i went to boxcar racer, with h20 and the used. show up watch the used play thier set, h20 comes on feeling kinda bored too much energy me and matt go into the pit and push people around. after like 3 fucking songs i collide heads with some dude and it hurt but only for a couple seconds. i was like cool im fine, and i feel all this warm shit comming from my nose, yup........blooooood. im like fuck! so im walking out of the pit and i look straight ahead and notice there is something kinda blocking the vision out of my right eye..come to find out.....thats part of my nose!! lol its to the fucking SIDE!! im like shit fuck fuck shit!! i almost passed out it, i walk to first aid they tell me to get to the hospital immediatly or they can call an ambulance but i must go to the hospital. which i really should have, but i look around and realize im at fucking BOXCAR RACER!!! so im like you know what?? im fine im fine and i run off....lol met back up with my friends and sister. i was still feeling prettty out of it. im like i must sit down somewhere, well there was no place to sit, so im like fuck this im going to go sit in VIP. so i walk up there with my sister and the chick security guard is like no sorry only VIP. i take the ice pack that was on my nose off and show her and just say CAN I PLEEEEEEASEE SIT DOWN?? she was like OMG sure let me get you more ice.haha i mean i was fucking taken care of!! it was great i had the most perfect view of travis and his kit. everything happens for a reason!! fucking awesome but my nose hurts sooo bad. so after the show we are hanging around back of nations talked and got photos with THE USED, wait at boxcars tour buses, tom delonge comes out get a pic and autographs, dave comes out pictures and more goodstuff. then the WAIT for TRAVIS!! we waited awhile we were getting really hungry so matt and brian run over to THE USED tour bus and knock on the door and say DO YOU HAVE ANY FOOD!!!! they open the door and give them a whole pizza, so were eating pizza waiting for travis in 32 degree weather cold enough to fucking snow!! after waiting and waiting the once 30 something people is down to 7. toby comes out of the bus and takes all 7 of us on the tour bus where Travis is, i could not belive it, i felt like i was in a movie and this was all fake! it was so surreal fucking aweosme, got pics got a hug, it was great!! we didnt want to leave the bus but toby told us we must go...lolgod i LOVE Travis!! i have the pics im going to post as soon as they are developed.anyways go home go to the hospital,there from 2am till 4am they said my nose looks pretty much broken, i have to wait a couple days for swelling to go down seeing a doctor tommorow and i guess they are sending me to a plastic surgeon?? like i said everything happens for a reason.....hell i think i might be getting a nose job? haha fucking crazyi know my nose looks soooo wack right now!! this is insane!! hahaha I MET TRAVIS!! BEST EVER!!

the last week or so?!

eeeeeeeek its been forever since i wrote in here, kinda got caught in the busy no good school shizzzza. school is HARD sometimes i have no idea what they are teaching me, its like they are speaking another language, tech tech and more technical ..psh..anyways bands been going great, last saturday we had a show in West Virginia, it went pretty good except that the drive there was hell and i had to PEEEEEEEE SOOOOOO BAAAAAAAAD!! once we got thier setup and all was good to go come to find out the PA system we borrowed didnt WORK! so that was a bummer, the crowd was cool songs went well. after we played A LETTER HOME played and they were aweosme they had this dude blowing flames on the stage it was so insane thier drummer was wearing a skirt, crazy fun dudes.so just been practicing, we are thinking of recording an EP soon, possibly titled WHEN IN LOVEi finally got my NORTHSTAR album in the mail from triplecrown records and got a free BRAND NEW dvd i have yet to watchcheck out a perfect kisswww.aperfectkiss.netim out to lunch!

why yes, this rocks, and this is why..

god can life get any better? okay so it has its times where it fucking sucks and its like DIE DIE DIE.......but then theres the days where its like IM SO HAPPY EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL.....ah today i had orientation for my recording school the lasted most of the day...mostly BS shit that had to be done.....so yeah great isnt it then i had band practice with Poindexter, we practiced our setlist and came up with this SWEEEEEEEEEEET ASSSS SONG!! im IN LOVE, IN LOVE with a song!! ahhh its fucking beautiful, but quite a bitch to play on the drums! anyways its gonna rule so bad!! we have a show a week from today actually, in west virginia somewhere anyways this pic is fucking awesome, i love it, it represents so many things to meahhhhhhhhhhhh LOVE IT!oh yeah and IN PIECES is a lovely bandmuch love~TxD

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BOOOOO HA HA

FUck yeah its early in the fucking morning and im up!! give it up for early mornings!! yay!! so anyway fucking these shootings here are crazy, people are scared everywhere its so wack!! i wont even fill my car with gas on the weekdays yo!! this isnt cool!! i start school this upcoming monday.....mmm orientation on saturday which kinda sucks cause i was planning on escaping to New York for the weekend....but that wont be happening. RATS!fuck yeah october 22!! The Transplants comes out as well as the NorthStar album to very anticipated albums for me!! FUCKING GLASSJAW CANCELLED THIER SHOW! BASTARDS!okay well i need to get my ass in gear and get to practiceLoTsA LoVETaRA

Fuck yes its Fall

Ahhhhhhhhh october! yes i cant wait for brown orange and red leaves and the cold chill I LOVE IT!! and HOLLOWEEEN!!! AHhhhhh nothing like the TRIAD season!sooooo been looking at apartments, not sure what im going to be doing, just looking for now yeah exciting...or something......we got promo pictures taken for the band im going to post them up here as soon as i can. right now we have a temporary website up you can check out if your bored find it here http://goyouth.cjb.net/ahh AFI newsAFI is going to have a signature shoe out soon through visionstreetwearand you can see memebers of AFI in the backround of the new distillers video!! thats all i have to say for now

mumble jumble........ah i love that word

Goooooooooooood Evening the weekend has come to an end, im so very tired and injured. Today i really had myself thinking i had broken my right thumb after hitting it really fucking hard on the rim of one of my floor toms ahhh its beautiful Black & blue swollen and yes in a lil bit of pain, gotta love itwell tommorow i go to school......yes school, but just for an entrance exam. i think im going to get a part time job as a cook at a venue called The Black cat. listening to music and flipping burgers with a buncha other punk-asses is what its all aboutMUCH LOVE~Tara Ty

a clear view and new things to come

Well such wierd happenings happen these days..so bizarrarelots of oppritunitys come up and i dont act on them, which seems to be working out fine, cause first im not really sure what i want to do with this year, im already in one band, i dont want any PERMANENT AND DEFENIATE COMMITMENTS besides my one band, so i like keeping everything open, second im not worried cause these things are popping out right and left, and if its like that right now?? well as i see it, it can really only get better unless i break and arm or leg...so as of now i feel safe and set. im happy, Poindexter has been great so far, we work so well together its like we are all the same person, we get together and songs just come out of nowhere. school is to start soon which is pretty exciting i guess.

Wheeee

dam i forgot i had a LJ.wierd. well blah im worn out from a busy week i went to see thursday last week which was awesome great show, lotsa familiar faces there, fun times then i went to Los Angeles my dad was there on bussiness and took us with him my sister had this tour thing of MADtv she got for her birthday, so we all went to that and i ended up being an extra for one of the skits..lol kinda exciting kinda wierd, i sit in a classroom as a student in band class, they fucking make me pretend im playing a clarinate?? i dont know what it was...god it was sooo stupid..... but it was coool. they made me take off my AFI t-shirt said i couldnt wear it on the set cause people will confuse it with the AMERICAN FILM I....i forget what they said but yeah i couldnt wear it :( so i got home fucking sunday nightthen not so good stuff happendyeah thats sad.......soo i got asked to join another band its a 50's rockabilly/punk band im pretty siked, use to be a big fan of rockabilly. other than that ive been working on Poindexter, want to try to put a few songs up on the internet not on mp3.com but just on my site. hmmmm what else is new....i met a guy named Brett, hes a drummer, been playing for 10 years now, hes gonna help me out with some stuff thats excitingand thats really about it?? yeah pretty muchahhhhh here is a pick of me in the visor, my sister and vikki

ARG

*Mo0o0ody*im tired and cranky im fucking sore from doing lawn work yesterday, but im siked im getting money from that i also got 200 bucks from selling one of my guitars to the future guitarist of THE SPRINGFIELDS, so im saving all my moneyz for new symbols!! tonight im going to see thursday at 930then tommorow im helping move my grandma all daythursday i leave to californiaso thats gonna keep me busy for nowhope everyone is doing pretty goodRockN'Roll

Life or Something like it

MUHhhhhhhhhhh HAHA what a past couple of dayzzz last night i went to see the USED at 930 and stayed for ANDREW WK i wasnt going to cause i wasnt really a fan or antyhing but FUCK YEAH THAT DUDE PUTS ON ONE HELL OF A FUCKIGN SHOW!! IM NOT SHITTING YOU!! it was pretty insaneso yeah ive been pretty busy going to shows and practing with my bandme and jeff drove to wheaton MD today to attend a meeting about our upcoming show at NATION. The meeting was like 10 mins long but you had to wait in line to get your shit and that took like 3 hours in a small HOT room. but im siked nation is a huge venue and all the lights and sound equipment?? dam its gonna rock! so im working on making flyers and we have to sell at least 30 tickets for 15 a piece to even play there.......so YEAH!!lol here is a sample flyer i just madebut yeah shits been too busy up in this hizzynot looking forward to school starting.....blah!!ohhhhhh PS! im in love with Davey Havok......but everyone already knows that

This Ringing in my ears

AHH brokend and bruisedsunday night i went to see FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES with GLASSEATER, last night was Dillenger 4 and Toys That kill, next show is THE USED this fridayso today was like my recover day im super fucking tired and finally clean cause i just got out of the showera week from today ill be helping my grandma move out of her house, which is gonna be kinda exciting cause im thinking of moviing all my equipment and bands equipment to her new house it has better practice space plus its better insulated so sound wont travel as much.well band practice tommorow we are playing a show at Nations in DC Oct 5th and trying to book something at the Electric made since its going to reopen this friday.

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[Red Roses For a Blue Lady]

IF you dont fucking know that band then check them out!!My sleeping pattern is FUCKED UP THE ASS! so is my physical health, my left ankle is bad along with my left wrist thats swollen from practicing too much, ahhh but i love it! anyways i thought i had something interesting to say.......but come to think of it i really dont......too bad

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NEW JOURNAL

Hey everyone this is Tara this is my new LJ my old one was SLAPMEIMSICK, thanks to CHER!! i owe it all to her!! yes i do!! she gave me a code to start my new one 1<3CHER! anyways today is my day off from practicing, ive recently joined a band called Poindexter, which im really happy with, the guys are awesome and im loving the music. ill post links up soon and a buncha good stuffhave a gooooooooood day