being a goood girl :)

Yes Christmas is almost here! i have no idea what im getting but im sure its good. heres some pics from TBS i guesswent to alot of shows past week, got to meet all of MCR which was pretty cool, my friend gave them her demo for her band which is fuckign AMAZING please check them out http://www.fullminute.com so we mainly talked to Gerad, they will be back soon with the used and finch thats nicetoday went to the mall, fucking everyone was there BLAH!! people....errrr ahahah oh yeah and Paul of good charlotte was there hah but yeah got the rest of the shopping that needed to be done...DONEyup thats all i feel like typing

Sundays are fucking LAME

YEahhh sundays suck for alot of reasonsthe biggest one right now is that you dont get mail on sundays...yeah...i need to fucking recieve something in the mail, anyways been fucking busy past few dayswent to see Taking Back Sunday with the fabulous NORTHSTAR!! i love NORTHSTAR they fucking are a great band. Just ask Adam (lead singer of TBS) he would sing all thier lyrics in place of his own during the performance....he is on DRUGS!mmm m band stuff for november, tommorow will be more auditions for a bassist. been working on other bands as well, all i want to do is play music, forget everything else cause it sucks. one of my ex-bandmates David has his own project going on, which is going to be pretty fucking amazing its called The Right Light check it out at http://therightlight.cjb.net he will be recording an EP this febuary and asked me to be his drummer on tour, so im totally down, hes a real talented dude and im sure his stuff is going to rock.also hoping that this audition i have in the upcoming weeks-month goes good, its a baltimore band id love to tell you more about, but cant really at the moment...but soon i promise!blah well im fucking sooo tired i get no sleep these days and it only makes me cranky! im really looking forward to seeing My chemical romance on the 17th and of course ME WITHOUT YOU on the 19th. so this week is sure to rock!oh yeah just to let anyone know who dosent already the new AFI album for 2003 will be titled SING THE SORROW!! and right now AFI is on the cover of AP so fucking go get it!!

back yeah im back

back from vegas got in last nightcrazy crazy fun fun stayed in the hotel room next to TATU at mgm grand. got to meet them, huge language barrier but still very very cool. 4 people mistook me for avril lavigne....lol very wierd.very awkwardgot to eat a nice steak dinner cooked medium rare-yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumyback home, shows shows shows all this week and nexti got asked to audition for a band in baltimore ill let you know more about laterbusy tired i must go eat

What the Fuck?

dam life is CRAZY i just got an offer to go to las vegas for the billboard awards/party i leave at 3pm i dont know when im coming back....hahah hopefully NEVER

wooooooooooow

ahahah i was just on MADtv the average asain skitdam thats the first time ive ever been on NATIONAL TELEVISION it feels wackin other news im sickneed my medicine and restR.I.P.

New and Improved

psh..........fucking almost 4am in the goddam fucking morning and i love every second of it. so far this week is totally going my way. we might even get some snow today or tommorow how perfect would that be?!! dam it feels good to just be able to breathe, i quit smoking, i quit alot of things, bad shit that makes bad things happen, i have realized there is way too much happening for me, and the way of the past...was just not going to work out, so what do you do?? you fucking DEAL WITH IT!! im trying to help the others..they need to grow.i.heart.these.bands The Blood BrothersA Static LullabySaetiaBoysnightoutMe Without YouHot CrossYou and I

FINALLY BACK!!

wow it feels too good to be back home, i missed it, a week in new mexico is a bit too long. i had a great time, got into lots of trouble, ate alot of food (dairy queen OREO blizzards) and met some of my cousins for the first time ever.you gotta get them started when their young so much to do now that im back, auditions all this week, tons of shows i have to attend, and the same old same oldlisten to A STATIC LULLABLY yes im saying it again, cause i love them that much!! and thank god we now have a Dairy Queen in the fucking mall